28 May 2012

°There's a ghost°

Good old sounds have found myself. Or maybe I found them. Does not really matter, I guess. We have found each other again. And no, I do not believe in second chances. Not when it comes to Escape with Romeo, though. We deserve all of the chances we need in life.

Blood. Tears. Gold.

I turned back and realized this only just this minute [amazing how sometimes the obvious things takes time for me to see and realize] - Romeo, just like the casino at the end of the world - I got it from somewhere. And this why I probably always ask Romeo to hold my hand or run away [escape] and watch the starry sky.

It's all coming back to me now.


Either way - I'm still living in Copenhagen. After several nights with almost no sleep at all, I cracked yesterday. But today, after full decent night of sleep I am myself again. And even though my emotional chaos is in it's own order [chaosy] - my karma agreed to brush it and calm it down.


And so one after an other dissapointment, ignore, little small detail, suddenly, today, I've got enough. I am not ripping any pages from my life, but I am turning new page. Opening new chapter. I am going back to living again.


No, you will not be able to crock me up.


And that honest missing thing.. Yes, it helps to keep the balance. I still keep on smiling like an idiot and those butterflies keep on bouncing to the walls of my stomach.

It does not even hurt.

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