My hopefully easier shifts turned out to be long and
tiring. And before I knew it, all of my free time was spent in bed, trying to
recover strength and keep my feet from dangerous levels of pain.
You probably could say it got better. Or maybe I just
got used to that. or maybe I just decided not to care anymore and just to go
with the flow.
And despite of it all, one day I decided I have had
enough.
I don’t know what happened, I just decided not to
care, be happy and what the hell.. Life is still pretty damn awesome. It just
happened that I have been talking to my husband that day and after his mean
comment about me only talking, but not actually visiting him I… got online, checked
the best options, pushed in magical 16 numbers and what do you know? I will get
older in Barcelona, baby!
The funny thing is – he actually was happy and excited
about the idea of seeing me. And my friend was excited too. Which led to me
being excited, even though there is still a lot of time till that magical week.
I can almost feel it..
I went to work and there I had another surprise. Cian,
the guy we have been working together there 2 years ago was visiting. He looked
much more mature and he looked good. Well, not a big surprise I guess knowing
that he have been travelling half of the world for the last 1.5 years. He brought
me memories from our times in here. Good times.
Off topic
And here we went from `I am sticking to my guns and I believe
in best in people` to `I know you don’t want to hear this, but it is true`. It took
me surprisingly little time. And even though I am not completely healed, I am
getting there.
Am I really getting wiser? Or was this the actual real
deal? Now we’ll never know, will we?
I may still not completely understand it all. The
reasoning, the lack of logic, the speed and everything else. But it doesn’t
matter anymore. I don’t ask questions and I gave up on expecting the answers. Let
the river wash the banks.
And still.. Why on earth would someone drop THAT big
of a bomb and expect to get out of the crime scene alive? Or was is just the
last hope in the hopeless land? It doesn’t matter anymore as well, I guess.
My life entered new race. New level, new prize, new
logistics. We’re gonna take the world down. And we will smile down from the
cliff. Even if in different parts of the world.
Wise words need to be repeated – they all regret. You
will too.
Try and lie that’s not true, ah?
Completely new sound. Makes you addicted, committed
and happy. I’m high on something for 3 days now. Could not put a finger on it,
but could it be the sound?
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