In spite of everything. Nothing is happening. Well,
almost, anyways.
I did the impossible this week though. I did not crack
yet. I might, soon enough. Oh, just wake me up when Tuesday comes.
Finally some answers will help me to get to peace with
myself. And no, I ain’t telling you what it is about.
On Thursday I went to the concert. You will probably
not know them, since I thought I don’t know them either. The 69 eyes.
Surprisingly though, I knew one of the songs. For a moment there I thought
maybe it was just a cover, but since after I could not find it online, I figured
– wow, I must have actually known them.. How? When? I guess I will never know
now.
New sounds are catching up. There will be some blood.
P.S. I get a feeling I am making a very big mistake
here. Who knows of course. But somehow I am starting to doubt. Or maybe just to
see everything clearer. I have made up my mind. I have made a decision. There will
be a deadline involved. And then.. No way back.
You were right. You don’t deserve it. But so don’t I.
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